I like you have several Be getting longer!!Do you understand

I learned grade four to see you liking you since the childhood..!!But if I say that I learned to like you till now since the childhood you definitely didn't believe me..??So I hasn't been telling you...??Just say that like you for a year...??My class and all of my friends says I strain you lead you more strain I..??I don't believe...But there is much time...Will make me really don't want of"break up" these two words..Will thought of..??Because I don't understand how good..??Your one day there will changes heart...???This is what my all friends says...!!!But my friend says if I jilt you, because you are again a girl, then is first love..??So I jilt you...You will all not dare to clap again to drag along hereafter...So my friend says an injustice to jilt me for you....??I really have nothing to say...with u TOGETHER really so HARD i wan suicide...